Happiness versus Joy

Happiness	Unhappiness	Joy
Red Lamborghini	Totaled Corvette with a $15,000 unpaid note	A walk in the park
Corner office in Petronas Towers	Windowless basement office	Contentment in all things
Night with a desperate housewife	Sexually transmitted disease	A wife of noble character
Executive power	Servitude	A willing and obedient heart
Fully funded 401-K	Bear market at retirement	Generosity
Fame and fortune	Harassed and helpless	Humble and grateful service
Tequila Sunrise	Hangover	A fruitful vine
Intelligent and knowledgeable	Ignorant and apathetic	Wise and discerning
Superiority	Inferiority	Selflessness
Possessing worldly things	Craving, lusting, boasting	A virtuous life
Pride in accomplishments	Arrogance and hubris	Warm-hearted appreciation

Noncompliance

Two admissions today. One was discharged yesterday. Went home to find she had been robbed of TV, Stereo, and money. Decompensated began to devil was inside her. This lady so washed out on drugs she has a vacuous appearance. Very flat and no life. Discharged her yesterday because we felt nothing else could be done. Thought that she might immediately return to drugs because cocaine is only substance that can bring life to her attitude. Sadly, every time she uses cocaine she depletes more dopamine from brain which only increases her apathy and craving. Had no money for drugs and decompensated. When go to hospital delusional and hallucinating with downcast gaze and no life in eyes.

Second admission was discharged about nine months ago. Said discharge meds helped a great deal, but never returned to MHMR to get a refill of meds and slowly developed delusions, suicidal thoughts, and voices telling her to kill self.